mmk so i have a new goal. i bought this pair of shoes like a while back ago...i have only worn them once in public.. when i bought them i said "these are the cutest pair of shoes i have ever seen!" but in the end all they are only slip on shoes with a heel and little red cherries all over them that hurt my feet really bad...and now that i look back on it..if i knew then what i knew now..things would be different...i wouldnt have this burden to wear a pair of shoes that i once thought were adorable but feel obligated to wear them cause i spent money on them....its not that they are totally ugly to be honest i just dont feel cool enough to pull them off...i feel like a freak trying to be cool when i wear them...so maybe its that i really love the shoes and just dnt feel good enough t wear them...anyways back to my goal..regardless of the circumstances im going to try to wear them..and not just wear them and complain about how much my feet hurt and also not to boast about my "cool" also not just because i feel bad that i spent good money on them and have only worn them once..but because every shoe even if they arent really cute or if its actually because im am in fact not cool enough to wear, every shoe deserves a chance u know? huuhhh i have never had a problem like this until i bought these shoes..i mean i am usually a flip flop person and i just go with the flow....then i just had to buy something cute that i knew in the back of my head i wuld never actually wear them....oh the problems of an American teenager...

-kElSEY-

sorry i babbled about nothing

No greater joy, is there than this,
To know for what we're meant to live.
To hold Your hand, and touch Your face,
To find ourselves in love's embrace.



I want to stand before the King,
Join in the song that heaven sings.
I want to hold the hand that holds the world.
I want to know the mystery,
Reach out and touch the Majesty,
I want to hold the hand that holds the world.


No greater love, could be bestowed,
That You would name us as Your own.
Your daughters sing, Your sons rejoice,
They gather here before Your throne.



You are, You are, the author of Creation,
We are the children of heart.
You are, You are, the light of all the heavens,
We rise, to worship all You are.

I wanna hold the hand
Reach out and touch your hand
I wanna hold the hand that holds the world
I wanna hold the hand 
I wanna hold the hand
I wanna hold thw hand that holds the world
The hand that holds the world

RIP ashton

im home from mexico! it was a great excperience!

Ashton is missing keep her and her family in your prayers.